I think of the rainbow babes like this... the rainbow after the storm of sorrow. We are suffering through the storm of sorrow when the universe lets up on the storm and we get a reprise in our sorrow, there is a RAINBOW. They do not "undo" or erase the storm they just make the enduring the storm a little more hopeful. Chris~ Mommy to ^Lucy^ & Danger

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Not much to say

I really dont have much to say. I am happy to be in my 19th week. Feeling good, emotions are up and down. Still loving my doppler which is just the reassurance I need right now. Baby girl is making her presence know more and more but I still havent been able to feel a kick on the outside, nor has her daddy. But she has given me a couple good pops here and there.

Another reason I dont have a lot to say is a very dear online deadbabymama that is pregnant with me (about 2 wks ahead) found out her little girl has Trisomy 13. Its not good news and I just cant stop thinking about her, her family and her precious little girl. She has had lightening strike twice now. I want to be there for her in anyway possible but at the sametime I remember the hurt of seeing others have what you want so badly. Its a catch 22 and so I have been quiet. So (((HUGS))) my dear friend!! I am just so sorry, there truly are no words JUST TEARS!!!


I leave you with a belly shot from 18.5 wks.....


7 comments:

Monica H said...

Your baby bump is beautiful. My thoughts are with your friend at this time...

Bree said...

I second that. You look adorable. And, I'm thinking of your friend too. It's so sad and unfair.

mrsmuelly said...

You look adorable. Congrats on being half way there. I'm glad little girl is making her presence known.

And yes, I'm with you on the awful feelings for our friend. It's so not fair.

Ya Chun said...

Beautiful photo.

Life is so unfair sometimes. I am sure she will appreciate your continued support though.

Inanna said...

I'm so sorry for your friend :(

You look beautiful, mama!

Beth said...

just wanted you to know im reading your blog, that i came across through another site. i lost my baby at 39 weeks, 3 weeks ago. so many people have said they cant imagine my loss and now i know how they feel because i cant imagine what you have been through having lost two. i would like to talk to you more because my doctors believe this was possibly a blood clot in my umbilical cord (which only had 2 vessels instead of 3). i wish you continued strength and prayers that you bring your sweet amelia home. with love, beth.

Just Breathe said...

Love the belly shot. Praying for you and your baby. God Bless.